Sunday, October 26, 2014

An Intentional Adventure

An Intentional Adventure
Twentieth Sunday after Pentecost
October 26, 2014
Deuteronomy 34:1-12
Matthew 22:34-46
This past summer we took a trip to Boston where I challenged myself to take a true vacation. The last two times I had been there I was there for a specific reason so I had no free time. During this trip I had all the time I wanted, since Adam had workshops to attend all day. It's very rare that we travel and I don't have an agenda or responsibilities. So I walked, a lot. I got a pass for the T and a fairly detailed map and got to explore. I had time frames and some dinner plans but for four days my time was mostly my own. I must admit I got lost at times, got turned around and walked to far off my path but in the end I saw every site I wanted, explored the entire city and learned to navigate the T.
During this trip I also got to reflect on the last couple of months, my life and all the changes that had happened. As I walked I talked to God. We talked about my journey, my ministry and its goals, the steps I have taken and need to take. Through it all I was reassured that I'm headed in the right direction. Yet I was also reminded that this journey, like my walking, wouldn't be perfect and there would be detours, deviations and unplanned turns.
In our Old Testament lesson today we see Moses at the end of his life's journey. We met Moses as a baby who was raised as a prince of Egypt. Watched Moses find out his birthright and then run away after killing an overseer. We saw Moses run into the desert, find refuge among the tribe of Jethro in the land of Midian, and marry. We observed Moses as he experienced the awesomeness of God in a burning bush and heard the words of God charging him to help free the Israelites, "let my people go". We know how Moses tried to get out of the job but God promised to be with him. We know how he had to be the instrument of The Lord to bring plagues to Egypt. We know how pharaoh finally relented and the people had to leave quickly with whatever they could carry. And then we saw pharaoh change his mind and chase after these people. We know God sent a strong wind to part the Red Sea and that Pharaohs army was drowned. And yet after all of this, THIS is where the journey truly began.
For the next forty years Moses led the people of Israel to the Promised Land. Moses acted as mediator between the people of God trying to keep everyone happy. He never thought of himself as a leader, never wanted to be a leader. Moses was only on this crazy journey because God called him to go. Yet Moses seemed to be the only one not questioning the motives of God. Moses had unfailing trust in the God who had led them thus far.
Like Moses and the Israelites we are continually striving towards Promised Land. Promised Land is not necessarily a plot of earth but it’s an ideal, a goal, a dream we have for self. If you pick a profession there are certain steps you take and sometimes you are so focused on that goal and doing any and everything to get there. But like the Israelites we so easily forget to savor the journey, we're more interested in the bigger and better. It’s easy to look past the moment to the goal or even not to look anywhere because it’s too overwhelming. Friends, we all started as Moses of his youth, telling God we aren't ready, we can’t do this, there’s no way anyone will listen to our story, our advice. Yet God stands there ready to walk with us, with steadfast love for us.
In our New Testament we are reminded by Jesus that love is the greatest commandment. The Pharisees ask what the greatest law is and friends I believe what they are really asking is “what does it take to live as a person of faith?” This is a question we each ask today. To live as a person of faith requires love. This love we are called and commanded to does not mean a cookie-cutter type of love. It doesn’t mean writing love letters, exchanging gifts or celebrating superficial days. Rather we are called to each balance our identities as we learn to and continue to love God, neighbor and self. But friends this love is a process and also a daily challenge. A challenge to model Jesus in action, not just words. Do we challenge each other to model Jesus, where we love ALL our neighbors?
How appropriate is our theme for stewardship this year; “What Love Can do”.  Personally I have been blessed each week by our commitment minute, and last week especially by the witnesses shared by our laity. During each of these moments I have been reminded that love is part of the journey we call life. The stories shared have all mentioned a reason why, a person who, a moment when love was a part of the agenda. These stories have shaped the journeys we walk, the lives we live and the people we are. If life is a journey it doesn't have to be a grueling trip. It can be an adventure.
So beloved-what can love do? The love of God for his people caused them to be freed and provided for amidst their groaning’s. The love of Moses for his people caused him to continually intercede between them and God. The love of Moses for God caused him to maintain hope when things seemed hopeless. The love of Jesus to those who despised him and caused him pained challenged them to do better. As cliché as it sounds love can change the world!
We need to strive for excellence- not perfection! This excellence calls us to hold one another accountable, to be intentional in our relationships with friends and strangers, to love those who seem unlovable.  These things make up our journey of faith. When we truly and freely give love we are opening ourselves to a life full of excitement, unexpected opportunities and adventure!
So like my travel to Boston I am preparing for this journey. I have a map and a general idea of where I’m going but my goodness I am ready for an adventure too.

It’s amazing what love can do, isn’t it?!?

Monday, October 20, 2014

Letting Go

Letting Go
Sixteenth Sunday after Pentecost
September 28, 2014
Exodus 17:1-7
Philippians 2:1-13

Friends, I stand before you this morning to admit I’m imperfect. I know, I know you’re all thinking “that cant be possible” but it is! And I think this is the beauty for each of us as we sit here this morning, imperfection. Now don’t get me wrong imperfection doesn’t mean wrong or bad, rather it means unlimited potential, possibility and opportunity. While some of our imperfection is things that cant be helped, the other part is because we cant let go of preconceived notions and ideals of how life, situations, etc SHOULD be.
In our Old Testament today we find the Israelites who we have read about all month. We find them today still at the beginning of their journey in the wilderness. These people had spent generations in slavery and the Lord sent Moses to help them break free. After numerous plagues orchestrated by God Pharaoh let them go. Yet as they were leaving, tasting a bit of freedom, Pharaoh changed his mind and sent his soldiers after them. Still God provided and allowed Moses to split the red sea so that these Israelites could get to freedom. We find them in todays reading several months and miles into their journey. God had provided them with food and water when their supplies ran out but these people were tired. I can imagine that many people were asking “Are we there yet?” These hungry, thirsty and tired people were frustrated, scared, and feeling unsure in the man and the God they had put their trust in.
 “Is the Lord with us or not?”
They became dissatisfied with the direction things were going. They expected their new beginning to be filled with blessings and pretty things.  They began to wonder if God had even heard their prayers. They quickly forgot all God had done to bring them to this place of freedom. Rather they went to Moses filled with imagined wrongs and unrealistic expectations because they had no idea what was happening, and the unknown is terrifying.
Like the Israelites we sometimes let our situations influence our faith in God. In the moment we get so wrapped up we forget to remember the amazing things God has done, is doing and will do. This cry for proof of Gods presence is a challenge to Gods authority and love for us. God who has provided for these people, time and time again is being question. Yet God in his infinite mercy understands that our humanness causes us to want proof, even when there is no reason not to trust in the Lord. So God provides fresh water, in the presence of the elders. And Moses names the place after this encounter as a reminder for all of  this point in their journey.
Friends when we ask this question about God we are putting human limitations on an almighty God. We are asking for miracles but telling God to do it according to OUR parameters. We need to let go of this mindset, if we don’t we don’t allow God to work through us. Why wouldn’t God be with us?
Our Philippians passage is the answer to this question from the Israelites. The answer is a resounding YES. God is with us, God is standing with us as we go through good and bad times, God is leading, guiding and walking alongside us on this journey called life. In this passage we see that Paul is giving advice to the community in Philippi. We don’t know what the problem is or how extensive the hurts are but we have the words of Paul. These people, and us today, are called to adopt the attitude of Jesus. Jesus the friend to the poor and needy.  Jesus who eats with sinners and tax collectors, Jesus who preaches the word of God unashamed.
When we adopt the attitude of Christ we allow the work of God to be carried out in this world. We let go of trying to please those around us. We let go of the parameters set for us by society. We let go and let in the amazingness that is God. How we interact with one another changes for the better and we are able to make decisions that benefit everyone not just “me”.
I am letting go of the societal expectations of being a woman, of being in my 20s, of being in ministry. I need to let go because when I let go I let in God.
Is the Lord with us or not? Yes, yes, yes! God is waiting for us to unabashedly throw up our hands and release the things that control us. We need to let go of the hold society has on us, we need to embrace being imperfect creatures who serve a perfect God. In the words of Paul we need to “actually live out Gods good purposes”. As you go through this week I ask you to let go, God is waiting, wont you trust?
Amen